Heroscaper Guy

So hello everyone,
Well, life has been very busy for me lately. School has kept me very busy (after I messed up last semester, and with it being my first semester if I don't do good this semester I am in danger of flunking out). So that's a lot of stress, I need to work on. I've been trying to deal with myself psychologically (depression and some anxiety), emotionally and such by getting involved with a campus group and helping out there, the socializing helps but I wonder how long these friendships will last, just like I wonder about my parents. They say they want me to my best, but they won't be upset if I flunk school. And I can live at my grandparents for a bit when my family moves up to Tennessee, so that's not as much of a worry. I am trying to work on monetization through various projects (my videogame, working on a blog where I talk about various strategy games and other competitive stuff, saving up for starting streaming (but with me wrecking my car a few weeks ago,...

So, it's been a little while. I just completed high school and the first two years of college (Woot!). I am now going to be studying Computer Science at the University of West Florida. During sometime probably in the Fall, I am hoping to get my first job to get some support for myself and start saving for when I move out. I also want to start working on my videogame ideas (I have about five, but two are more developed than the others). So, yeah I'm going to be very busy, but hopefully it will be worth it in the end, after I recover from burnout . I think I'm also dealing with who I am better. There's been many times that I have been dealing with my depression and body image issues. I'm still not sure how to discuss this stuff, as bringing up the subject with friends and family of LGBT, has been really iffy with their reactions. I just don't know. I don't want to hurt my family and friends, as they've been my support for a lot of my life and they were proud of me at my graduation,...

I'm a mess, I'll admit that. I seem to have my own set of problems. So I have a friend name d Shannon who I meet about a year ago in my first semester at college. We've started to bond, and she's the only Geek Girl I know (heck, she's pretty much the only geek I know in real life). I tried to get closer thinking she liked me (and from what I told my friends and family, they thought she liked me too.), turns out she has a boyfriend. Yeah, backed up a little bit there. Other than that I've been doing pretty good for a college student who started last year when he was supposed to be in 11th grade. Haven't gotten anything below a B so I'm happy there (and my parents are too). I have also been doing volunteer work for my Bright Futures scholarship (100 hours of volunteer work is required) at the local library. I met a girl there yesterday who was also working there. She was my age (I bet you can figure out what I'm thinking now), so we talked when it wasn't that busy. And then she...

It's back! We know that if you guys are like us, you missed the Codex in it's long absence. Well, you don't have long to wait, just until we ring in the new year! That's right it's coming out with a bang on New Years Day! Since we find ourselves in the era of Fanscape, the Codex draws from all eras of 'Scape that we love, so it includes sections on: C3V, C3G, Online Heroscape, HOSS, Classic Heroscape, and more! We hope you enjoy it as much as we did making it.

Well, between finals at college (I'm dual enrolled), working behind the scenes at C3V, working behind the scenes in the Codex, doing playtesting and the Chrisis in the C3G multiverse for C3G, feeling the rush of Christmas time, helping out in various areas at church on Sunday and Wednesday, and just spending time with my friends; I believe can say I'm very busy. I like Christmas time for the joy of giving gifts to people, but feeling pressure from my family to give them gift ideas, and also trying to find their gifts (Thankfully, I only have to get one more gift and it's digital.) makes it so I don't enjoy the Christmas season as much. Hopefully, I don't sound like a humbug when I say this: I will be glad when Christmas is over and I don't have to feel as pressured there. I don't know, how I'm going to squeeze a job inside my schedule when I get one.