Wow! It's been a while since I played some ol' fashioned classic 'scape, and quite frankly -- I can't say I miss it, but I miss the days when I was so enthralled by the game.

It's kinda sad, looking back, I remember me as a six year old boy. Heroscape meant so much to me, the people I met at tournaments were great people. I didn't worry much back then, everything just seemed to fall into place, and I was always excited.

Now, I guess I worry excessively -- I'm a gamer, which also means I'm a nerd, which also means I'm weird -- this scares me, and I constantly wonder if I'm fitting in. Despite that deep down inside I know I am, I'm still frightened.

I constantly worry about my education -- if I don't understand something, I stay up forever until it's finished, all the while absolutely frustrated. I worry that no matter how hard I try I'm still going to be under-par. I worry that I won't get to the right college, that I won't like what I do for...