I have happily renewed my site supporter status. As Alias QTip has said, there’s a separation anxiety that comes with being a non-supporter.

It has taken me a little while to renew. I don’t have a credit card and had to rig up some sort of way to pay. That took a little time and then about three I had a heart attack.

Having a heart attack really pissed me off. I am so not-interested in dying. I know I am overworked, over-committed and don’t get enough sleep, but there is a lot of games I haven’t played yet, Scape and otherwise and I don’t want to check out just yet.

This whole losing your job but not today maybe tomorrow is certainly stressful, but as time has passed I have learned to care about it less. I don’t really have any control over it anyway- so I might as well focus on things I like doing. I’ve enjoyed that. Stress is definitely one of my risk factors.

I’m not unhealthy. I’m supposedly slightly...